Chapter
Two
Jimmy Springer, August, 2013
“Are
you excited for today?” James Springer asked his son. Jimmy nodded
enthusiastically from the passenger seat next to his father.
“A
little nervous though,” he said smiling sheepishly. It was briefly silent. He
turned away from his father to stare out the window, letting his thoughts
wander. “What if ... What if I’m the worst one?” He felt silly asking, but he
felt it was necessary to stop the squirming in his stomach. After a moment, he
took a quick glance back at his father, who was smiling.
“In
every race, somebody has to finish last. Even the Olympics.”
His
son frowned. “When I become a dad, am I only going to be able to speak in
cliché?” They laughed as James made the turn into the high school. A few other
students were already standing at the edge of the parking lot, one looking
small and nervous: exactly as Jimmy felt on the inside. He must have been
another freshman.
“Do
you have your physical form?”
“Yeah,
it's in my shorts pocket.” He removed it as proof while his father pulled into
a parking spot. With the car in park, James could finally take a moment to look
down at his son. He fidgeted slightly under his father’s gaze. “Alright ... Well
I’ll see you after practice?” Jimmy turned to open the door.
“Jim,
don’t be scared of being the slowest. The real pressure is on whoever is the fastest.”
He smiled and gave his son a wink.
“Haha
... Well luckily I don’t think I’m going to have worry about that.” And with a
quick wave goodbye, he shut the door, leaving to walk nervously toward the
growing group of runners gathering by the grass.
“We’ll
see.”
Chris Cline, July 2016
A
small rock skipped its way up the sidewalk before coming to a stop. Then a foot
swung and the rock was on the move once more. Chris and a group of friends,
about eight men in total, were walking along School Lane towards West Chester
North High School. Two of them were casually tossing a football back and forth
while, much to his chagrin, Chris’s thumbs were fiddling away on his cell
phone. As soon as he managed to finish a text and store his phone away in his
pocket, it would buzz and call him back into duty.
“Geez
Chris, who do you keep texting? Siri?”
“It’s
Melissa, dude. She’s got no damn off-switch.” He pocketed his phone again and
gave his rock one last casual kick, before he could feel the buzzing again.
“What
are you guys talking about that she has so much to say?”
“Dude
… literally nothing.”
“Well,
at least she’s hot … Yo Joey, hit me!” The football came flying into view and
Chris’s friend sprinted up the lot before making a smooth overhead catch. He
did a small touchdown dance before tossing the ball back in the direction it
had come. “See, everybody thinks we’re so good because of Chris,” he said to
the group at large, “But look who he’s throwin’ the ball to, baby.”
It
was late afternoon on a Friday. The sweltering heat that had melted spirits
earlier in the day was cast aside and a slight cloud cover made the conditions
a couple levels above reasonable. Chris and a few of his friends were headed to
the high school for another game of two-hand touch football, their last chance
to play before the school’s preseason mini-camp began.
The
eight boys were rising seniors, having been in the program together for three
years. Growing together in anticipation of this moment when all their hard work
might come to fruition. Ernie Tyrell was Chris’s trusted wide receiver and one
of his best friends. And that had translated on the field as Ernie led the
conference in receptions in 2015. Paul Mintz, Dennis Petrov and Reese Wallace
played offensive and defensive line. Chris’s neighbor, Jacob Naughton,
captained the defense in the linebacker position. He had already committed to
Penn State for 2017.
The
previous season, West Chester North had made it to the Quarter Finals of the
State Playoffs. It was the farthest the program had ever advanced and,
considering North was one of the smallest schools in the division, an event
fairly unprecedented in state history. But that wasn’t enough. After losing on
a heart-breaking last second field goal against district powerhouse North Penn,
Chris and his teammates were hungry to get back on the field and go further.
During
the loss, Chris amassed 350 total yards and four touchdowns against one of
Pennsylvania’s toughest defenses. It was the culmination of an impressive first
season as the team’s starting quarterback. Slowly, he had become something of a
celebrity around the township and, unexpectedly, one of the most popular
students in school. Now his phone was always buzzing.
“C’mon
bro, you planning to play quarterback with one hand.” Chris looked up from his
phone to see a football inches from his face. He caught it easily with his left
hand.
“No,
actually I’m planning to be our number one receiver.” He tossed the ball back
in a perfect spiral while finishing his last text. Finally. With a renewed sense of freedom, he sprinted ahead and
intercepted the lackluster pass that Paul Mintz had aimed at Ernie. His
momentum carried him easily through the gate to the football field.
“Hey
Naught, look who it is?” The football field was empty, but a pack of four
gangly, shirtless boys was traversing the track that surrounded it. Jacob
smirked in response.
“Ah
my best friends!” They were now within earshot of the runners who were focusing
the majority of their attention on ignoring the new arrivals. In a two by two
square, the pack of harriers motored swiftly down the straightaway in front of
them. “Sorry, I left my shorts at home! I
thought we were saving them for Monday!” Jacob called after them in a
purposely flamboyant voice. A few of his fellow teammates roared with laughter.
Chris forced out a small chuckle before moving onto the infield, out of the way
of the runners. Here, he sat down to lace up his cleats. Pete and Reese joined
him shortly thereafter, but a few others stayed along the track.
“Hey,
let’s play chicken!” Paul Mintz walked to the middle of the track’s first lane
and stood as the runners began to circle back in his direction. He waited
patiently as they approached, unyielding, but the runners seemed determined to
hold ground. At the last second, Mintz jumped aside and the runners, who had
just broken formation, were swinging wide to avoid him, tripping over one
another in their confusion. Again the crowd of football players went wild.
“Get
after it boys,” Ernie slapped the trailing runner on the rear as he went past.
It was a joke that particularly hit home with his fellow players. Dennis Petrov
even fell to the ground to roll with glee at the humor.
“Alright
are we gonna play football or are we just going to stand around slapping dudes’
butts?” Chris said impatiently. He was stretching his hamstrings carefully at
the forty-five yard line while Reese and Pete were tossing the football back
and forth. Somewhat reluctantly, the football team regrouped at midfield.
“Hey
… if I choose the butt slapping, does that mean I should have joined the track
team?”
“Ern,
you slapped my butt twice on the way over here. I think you’re fine where you
are.”
Ben Havleck, January 2016
After
Winter Break had ended, Ben returned to school for the second semester of his
Junior Year. He picked up his newest schedule from the Guidance office and set
off up the stairs to his first period History Class. As he climbed the stairs,
his legs ached slightly from his morning run around the campus. Ben was
planning to run twice on Mondays and Wednesdays, once in the morning and once
in the afternoon, called “doubling”. This would allow him to increase his total
mileage while maintaining the average length of each individual run.
His
hair hung wet after his morning shower, slightly obscuring his face as he
slipped into class and took a seat at the back of the room. He preferred to be
an afterthought in the classroom. It was not that he was afraid of being called
on by the teacher or that he disliked school, but rather he did not want to
come across as a know-it-all. Or perhaps worse, a teacher’s pet. He was still
molding his reputation among his peers and did not want a blemish like that on
his record.
The
first half of the day was a typical first day back. Teachers refreshed the students
on what they would be studying during the second half of their courses and
returned the used textbooks to students who were renting them. Therefore, as
Ben walked to lunch, he lugged a backpack about the size of a six year old with
an affinity for chocolates. Considering his own height was roughly equivalent
to said six year old, he could imagine how silly this looked. Fortunately, his
locker was only a minor detour en route to the cafeteria, so he adjusted course
accordingly.
As
he approached, Ben spotted his locker neighbor, P.J. Danielson, fidgeting with
what appeared to be a Chemistry book and a bright blue lunchbox. P.J. and Ben met
in a last year’s fifth period math class and had since got along reasonably
well. They were both smart and studious, but that was about where the
similarities ended.
“Hey
P.J.,” Ben said as he approached, giving a small nod of recognition. P.J.
looked up surprised and slightly frazzled. His glasses were slightly askew and
the collar of his shirt was flipped upwards on the left side.
“Hey
Ben,” he said exasperated, “Do you think we will need books in both Math and
Physics today? Because I’d like to start the Chemistry reading during study
hall, but I’m worried the weight of my backpack is going to-”
“I’m
not taking Physics this semester actually so I wouldn’t be able to tell you,”
Ben replied as he switched out his first-half-of-the-day books and zipped his
now empty backpack.
“Oh,
ok.” P.J. looked slightly crestfallen at the idea the two would no longer be
sharing the class: they had had the exact same schedule the previous semester.
“What are you taking instead?”
“Um
… introductory Spanish” He said sheepishly, and added quickly, “Want to go to
lunch?” The two turned and headed down the main hallway.
“You
know, Ben,” P.J. began, Ben’s attempts to change the subject thwarted, “Physics
is a very useful subject and extremely applicable to the world around us.
Statistics show that students enrolled in Physics are twice as likely to be
accepted into Ivy League institutions … Not that a foreign language doesn’t
show diversity and worldliness, but at an introductory level you won’t be able
to even take an AP test in the subject … Unless of course you take some summer
courses, but then …” Ben let P.J.
continue to air his concerns as they walked to the cafeteria, nodding or reaffirming
wherever appropriate. Sometimes when P.J. really got on a roll, that was all
you could do.
By
most definitions, P.J. was the stereotypical television show “nerd”. If you
didn’t know any better, you might think his entire appearance was simply a
clever and elaborate joke: the glasses that were often slipping down his nose,
the collared shirts, the pencil behind the ear. He regularly misread social
cues and had trouble fitting in. Sometimes, Ben got the feeling that, despite
their limited contact, he was P.J.’s closest friend.
“I’m
just going to stop here for a drink,” Ben stooped at the water fountain.
“People
often underestimate the importance of hydration during the winter,” he replied
as Ben straightened up and wiped his face with the back of his hand.
“People often underestimate the importance of
hydration,” a large Senior mimicked P.J.’s voice as he passed,
simultaneously miming the act of pushing imaginary glasses up on his face. His
friends laughed obnoxiously and pointed, but P.J. was, impressively, unphased.
Together, he and Ben found a table inside the cafeteria and pulled out their
lunches.
“Doesn’t
that stuff bother you? If it was me I’d have been tempted to punch that kid in
the jaw.” He dumped the contents of a brown paper bag onto the table, catching
his apple before it rolled off the table.
“I’ve
learned to ignore it.” He responded simply. “It becomes a more amusing hobby if
I react poorly.” He carefully laid out a napkin on the table and pulled out a
perfectly sliced turkey and cheese sandwich. “Besides,” he said through his
first bite, “The probability of you succeeding in a fight with an Offensive
Lineman on the Football team is not statistically different from zero.”
Slightly stung, Ben fought the urge to mime pushing glasses up his own nose.
The
second half of the day began just as uneventfully as the first. In fact, in
Spanish class, Mrs. Stillin let the class out five minutes early because they
had finished everything they needed to cover with time to spare. As a result,
Ben was the first one to his seventh period Calculus class. Picking his
favorite seat in the empty room, he pulled out his notebook and began to sketch
the workout he was hoping to do on Tuesday, scribbling down splits and
carefully adding up times. He barely even noticed as students started to file
in and fill the previously empty room, not diverted from his task until someone
sat down in the seat next to him.
He
assumed it was P.J., preparing to tell him about whatever riveting physics
discussion he had missed an hour earlier. He looked up to check briefly,
noticed a girl sitting there unpacking her books and then returned to his work.
Wait, what? He did a double take,
checking again to see who was willing to sit next to the new kid. Ben’s stomach
did a three-sixty flip as he realized this was Nicole Christian: his secret
crush since the first day he arrived at the school. After a moment, Ben
realized he was staring unabashed in her direction and frantically turned to
start unpacking his own books, stuffing his track notebook out of sight.
The
lecture for class was essentially a haze as Ben alternated between sneaking sideways
glances at his neighbor and day dreaming about the significance of this
monumental event. But was it monumental?
Could it not simply be coincidental? What other seats were left by the time she
came in? He silently cursed his obsession with his track notebook for
distracting him.
But
the next day, after Ben powerwalked his way out of Spanish to get to Math Class
first, she sat next to him again, even giving him a small smile before
beginning to organize her desk. She was
locked into that spot now, he thought. By
the end of the second day, the seats you choose essentially become
pseudo-assigned seats. It’s just basic classroom etiquette.
With
an unprecedented amount of enthusiasm, he listened to the professor’s lecture.
Jimmy Springer, August 2016
It
was a surprisingly pleasant August afternoon. The rain earlier in the morning
had cooled Union Valley and, besides the occasional puddle or muddy stretch of terrain,
it was reasonable conditions for the team’s first official practice. Jimmy
steered his car carefully through the parking lot, navigating around the other
vehicles dropping children off for fall sports. He wheeled into a spot in the
back and punched off his radio before removing his keys. A few runners had
already positioned themselves on the edge of the parking lot. It was striking
to Jimmy how tiny and timid they all looked. Certainly, he had not looked the
same way three years earlier.
Rustling
through some trash in his back seat, he pulled out his running shoes. The
untied laces tapped gently against the back of his seat as he brought them up
front. Jimmy sat for a moment, holding the shoes, staring through the front of
his car window. You don’t have to keep
going, he thought. No one will stop
you if you decide to quit. Silently, he turned his left shoe over in his
hand. His mother had got him a brand new pair of trainers for his 18th
birthday. There was a certain thrill about new shoes. A small excitement was
brewing inside him. The desire to run hard, to run fast, to run far. A desire
to make these new shoes old shoes.
Even
after all the struggle, all the sacrifice, the sport was still calling him back
for more. And he accepted the invitation once again.
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